Andrea seems to think that I'm mostly "over" the loss I felt from the move, but I feel like I've only barely started talking about how large of a loss it was for me. I guess today I didn't feel much like getting into it because I was feeling happy-ish and didn't want to get upset. But I dunno. I'd like to talk about it more next time.
She pointed out that I probably have some nostalgia for the days back then, and I guess that's true... I know I have some happy memories from back then, but more often it just hurts to think about the past because it reminds me how far I've drifted apart from Nick and the rest of my family. That Nick and I were destined to drift apart anyway as time went on, and that that's just how things go. She pointed out how lucky I was to have such a close friendship with him when I was young... How that will always be a part of me, because it was my foundation for how I continued to live my life. But I dunno...
Why does it make me so sad then...