You've made it abundantly clear.
You've made it abundantly clear that I am not welcome here.
That you see me as nothing but a drain on your resources.
That you think I always take and never give.
That you wish I wasn't here.
That you have little hope or trust in me.
That you think I don't try.
That you would rather take your frustrations out on me than give a shit about mine.
That my existence here frustrates you to no end.
That you talk about me behind my back.
That you make assumptions about who I am and what I do and how I think, rather than to just talk to me.
That there is no faith in me.
That I should not be calling this my home.
That I get in the way.
That you disapprove.
That you're disappointed in me.
You've made it abundantly clear.
I am not welcome.
I have failed.
I am not allowed to relax.
I have no right or privilege here.
I do not belong.
You've made it abundantly clear.