i was expecting it sooner.
she wanted to go out and do something with me. as if i could even dream of having a social life. school, homework, online time, school, homework, onlne time.... blah blah blah. is it piling up on me? heck yes.
but i can't really tell her why. i never will be able to. i don't want to see her because of this...
i don't want to get close to someone when i can't share my dark secrets with them.
so... we'll see how it goes.