I suppose I'm a little disappointed in the number of places that said they weren't hiring... Given the sheer number of places we asked, I would have thought a decent-sized handful of them might have been available.
But I dunno... I guess we'll just have to try and see.
I can't stop thinking about living with Kevin.
To be honest... I'm really, really looking forward to it. It feels like the right thing to do. I know my relationship with him has been rocky once in a while, but the way we act with each other... I have a hard time believing I'd ever find that kind of a relationship with anyone else.
We're so comfortable with each other... I feel okay being myself with him. We talk about our problems. I feel happier when I'm with him. I trust him.
I know that I might be expecting a lot out of it, and that we will inevitably run into problems at some point... but for now, it just makes me so happy.
I won't have to deal with my parents anymore. I will be free from their control once and for all. I can have my own life. I can share my love with Kevin. I can have a space I can call my own and feel safe in.
I want it so bad.
I need this...
Please let it happen. :(