Unfortunately, life isn't going quite the way I expected. I'm having little luck in my search for a job, and have no idea how long it's going to take for me to get out of here. It stresses me out having to hide who I am, and I'm just getting tired of it. I'm tired of caring about my parents' opinion, but to an extent I have no choice.
My sister and one of my cousins are the only two people in my family I'd really like to tell, but I'm worried once they know, it will spread through the rest of the family.
Nonetheless... after much thought and talking it over with someone else, I decided I'm probably going to tell my sister and cousin in December, when my cousin will be visiting, so I can tell them both at the same time. Needless to say I'm still nervous and a little unsure about it, but logically, it's probably a good time to do it.
I have about a month to decide for sure. x_x