Which is upsetting for a few different reasons, beyond the obvious.
During the past couple days while I was still waiting to hear back about the results, my parents actually were semi-happy about something I was doing for once.
So much for that.
I told myself I wasn't going to get my hopes up until I found out the results, but I am absolutely terrible at listening to myself.
So, um... I guess things are going to continue the way they always do. I will keep trying, as long as I am able to. Someday I'll be able to get out of here.