I can't stop this.
I love you, Kevin, and I trust my heart with you. My head just won't agree...
I can't help it... these things I've been through have been buried inside me so long... I don't think they'll ever be removed...
I just want to stop hurting you...
But I can't stop either because you don't even understand when I try to talk to you...
I was trying not to start bawling my eyes out in the car this morning and all you cared about was those stupid guys next to us...
It felt like you didn't care...
But I guess it's because you can't understand...
You don't know what's wrong with me, and never will... I could never explain it to you well enough.
So I guess it's not your fault...
But I just wish you'd even try to...
I wish you wouldn't see my tears, but what was causing them...