i want school to be over with. i have senioritis already and its only a week into school. but then again, i've had senioritis since tenth grade. but now its worse...
i think its because...deep down... i dont want to go to college anymore....
i'm afraid...
i don't want to be without him... when he leaves just after spending the evening together, i have to choke back tears as i say goodbye...
i'm so lonely...
all i want is to be with him, and college isnt going to allow that...
i dont know if i'll be able to make it three or more weeks at a time without seeing him...
god i hate it when my dad is sarcastic. i just want to smack him over the head and make HIM shut up for once. way to make me feel loved, dad. awesome job.
i cant wait to get out of here. i just want to be with him... forever... i want to be his, and him mine... i dont want to have to be afraid that i'll lose him during college...
i dont ever want to lose him............
i'd die...