I'm a bit nervous. I don't really know what to expect. And, quite honestly, I'm not sure what I'm getting myself into.
I had a talk with Kevin beforehand though, about how he feels about it. I fear he's going to be upset if anything ever happens, but there's a chance he could end up being okay with it... I'm not sure. He's been understanding about it, but I can see why it would upset him.
No matter what - he is what is important to me. None of this experimentation is meant to be taken seriously. I will not lose him over it. I will do whatever needs to be done in order to be with him.